Prepare for random life mish mosh :)
Oh man, I adore this quote!
I want to love what I do.
I want my hubby to love what he does.
That's not the hard part.
The hard part is the finding out WHAT you love.
Ooooooo Nellie... that IS the intense part.
I love this scripture.
I feel very blind these days... in totally unfamiliar land, on a totally unfamiliar path.
Lots of stones and steps and blind corners.
Whether or not God really leads us or not, I don't know right now, today.. I have lots of questions about this.
I want to believe He does.
But this scripture brings me comfort because I have no fucking idea where I am or where I am going.
Having a bit of a freak out day today, and I am totally not sure what I believe anymore about this whole "following my heart and what I love" journey.
I just don't know.
But that scripture brings me some comfort.
This is my morning view.
I love it.
Our sweet Sammy dog had a really scary seizure yesterday.... ugh.
Did not like that at ALL.
Hoping it was just the weather or something he ate.
I am trying not to worry about him..
But that was really scary.
These flowers make me happy, and I love them.
Gosh what a totally grumpy post.
Not the happiest energy here.. just having a really shitty day.
Been trying to keep my eyes on the goal, and not freak out about the lack of job, and now the lack of money, but woo wee it's hard today.
Sometimes I get tired of being the strong one and having the happy disposition..
I feel like I am pulling up my husband constantly, and today I just can't and am not going to do it.
I honestly love hope. I love joy. I love peace.
I love the thought that the Divine will bring us to what we truly love and what would bring joy to our hearts.
Today I have doubts. I don't know if it's true.
Does God partner with us? Or does He let us take the reigns and away we go.
I don't know today.
I want to believe that we get to partner with Him...but I really don't know.
I am a bit of a mess today.
Think I am lonely too.
Miss my sister alot. Don't miss Arizona tho.
Just down today... and needed to just post some randomness, and vent a bit.
Tomorrow will be shiny-er.