How in the world can I cultivate peace?
In my home.
I have lost it.
In this season I have lost my peace in a really hard and terrible way.
I am on a mission to restore it to myself and my therefore to my little family.
Life is such a mystery to me.
The balance of the hard things that we need to do, and the things that are not for us is a really hard one for me to decipher.
It's so so difficult to know what is just life stuff and what is the leading of the heart.
Suffering has a really great way of teaching us tho.
The uncomfortable space we stay in when we need to move or turn or kick it in high gear.
It's a great teacher when you are like me, and don't know what the hell your heart sounds like.
Send out some good thoughts and prayer for me this week.
I am pushing through the last week at my job.
It's just really hard for me to go in with everybodies sad faces or grumpy attitudes because I am leaving.
I am very much trying to just go with my head held high knowing that I am doing what is best for myself and my family.
Sometimes the choices we have to make to restore peace are hard ones.
And people don't like those choices because they don't work for them.
But they work for me. and my family.
I am so desperate for peace again.